Conniving Acceptance

Are we fighting with each other or are we fighting to let go of something so negatively strong in our hearts? It can’t be that hard to let go of every fear and insecurity that is stopping us from truly recognizing our potential. Why are we so afraid to let somebody all of the way into our lives? We should be absorbing everything that one person who changes us, has to offer. Whether it be in small or large amounts, we are still learning to let go, and hold on to what’s right in front of us, to hold on to who’s right in front of us. We’ve become very good at saying that we’ve learned from past mistakes; however, we gradually keep making them over and over again without even realizing it until it’s already too late. We get stuck in a predicament that we can’t get out of and we start relying on others to get us unstuck, instead of forcefully using our minds to be more independent in our own comfortable state of mind. When will this cycle of an ongoing war between our hearts and minds stop? Can’t we just let things be? Just let things happen and fall into place? Why do we keep tampering with the evidence that love really does exist somewhere throughout our cold bodies and fragile hearts? What are we running from? Who are we running from? We’ve made it this far, so why not make it further with someone we love, trust, and honor? We’re so good with words, but our actions lack a great deal of following through. We’re obviously doing something wrong, but why can’t we knit pick the serious problems instead of dissecting the love someone has to offer us? Can’t we just accept it for once, or do we push it all away and let fear drive our control out of our own grip? When does this vicious cycle end? Why does something so pure have to rot? Time can be a real bitch, but in the end that’s all we end up having. We have so much time, but we run out so fast and unexpectedly. So ask yourself this at the end of the day; why are you running and what’s stopping you from accepting it all?